For most of my life, people have remarked about how small I was. For a long time, I was kinda like, whatever I am a normal sized person, you are just confused. But over a long period of time, I decided that I actually was smaller than the average person. I had small feet, little hands and a generally petite body.
Or so I thought until I arrived at college. So far, I have not recieved one "you're so liiiiittle" comment. I have been moving back toward the "I am a regular sized person" thing. Like this video I just made with Marissa. Watching it, I am definitely the bigger of the two people.
I don't think it helps that I've gained like 20 pounds in the last 1.5 years. I've been trying to ignore that little detail, but I was just looking over some of my stuff and I found this card I wrote out in the summer before senior year when I decided I was "too fat" and I needed to lose some weight. Not only have I not lost any of that weight, I have gained 20 pounds. I disgust myself. We'll just pretend it's the freshman 15, and I will lose it next year and go back to being small. Yep.